new sem, new spirit

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera...

Dearest me,

welcome to the campus!

Almost one month I spent my precious life at kampung, now, I have to say to myself; it's time for me to be a student again and again. For two months I became a counselor, and right now... back to my old title; typical student with a typical life. But the grateful thing is, still God endow me so many awesome people around me. Ohsem!

I arrived at IIUM on this cold morning. Looking forward to a new spirit that I hope for, I really want to forget all the things that conquered my mind right now. And last night, a miracle, (perhaps) happened to me. I bumped into my old friend while waiting for a bus to the destination and from far I could see how innocent that person is. Getting matured and full of strength. Female of course. A  friend that always be with me through thick and thin, spent her great time with me a long time ago but because of a small incident, we have a big fight and the crisis is still unresolved. Unfinished business. She did not want to forgive me and I also did not have any courage to seek her forgiveness, for so many times I waited the moment, but nothing has changed . Am I wrong? Yes. But maybe not. Hmmmm...

I possibly forgive and forget her mistake. Accepting her frailty and start a new friendship. I have done my work and it's up to her. She has right to re bond our friendship or not. Needless to say, she has power of it! Emm why did I wrote this story? Actually it's because I miss her. Too much. Miss our friendship that we hope never sank. On the ship that we carry together, we bring a name called FRIENDSHIP. Miss my family as well. When I miss somebody, it's my pleasure to write something about that person. That's my odd habit. And that's what I do right now. And I'm practicing it. Whatever.

(story got hanged).


My current semester at here. I hope I can change to a better one. If previously I'm unmotivated, now I have concrete reason why I must do my best at here. I have a mother to prove my ability and give her love, I have Allah to carry the amanah and responsibility and I have myself to run the job and be successful. Good luck to myself.

I'm not a perfect one, and I'm never ask Him to make me so, because I feel grateful. Thankful. Get blessed with His kindness. He is Almighty and the Most Gracious one. And He love me, as His servant and vicegerent.

All praises to Him.