Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera...
welcome to the campus!
Almost one month I spent my precious life at kampung, now, I have to say to myself; it's time for me to be a student again and again. For two months I became a counselor, and right now... back to my old title; typical student with a typical life. But the grateful thing is, still God endow me so many awesome people around me. Ohsem!
I arrived at IIUM on this cold morning. Looking forward to a new spirit that I hope for, I really want to forget all the things that conquered my mind right now. And last night, a miracle, (perhaps) happened to me. I bumped into my old friend while waiting for a bus to the destination and from far I could see how innocent that person is. Getting matured and full of strength. Female of course. A friend that always be with me through thick and thin, spent her great time with me a long time ago but because of a small incident, we have a big fight and the crisis is still unresolved. Unfinished business. She did not want to forgive me and I also did not have any courage to seek her forgiveness, for so many times I waited the moment, but nothing has changed . Am I wrong? Yes. But maybe not. Hmmmm...
I possibly forgive and forget her mistake. Accepting her frailty and start a new friendship. I have done my work and it's up to her. She has right to re bond our friendship or not. Needless to say, she has power of it! Emm why did I wrote this story? Actually it's because I miss her. Too much. Miss our friendship that we hope never sank. On the ship that we carry together, we bring a name called FRIENDSHIP. Miss my family as well. When I miss somebody, it's my pleasure to write something about that person. That's my odd habit. And that's what I do right now. And I'm practicing it. Whatever.
(story got hanged).
My current semester at here. I hope I can change to a better one. If previously I'm unmotivated, now I have concrete reason why I must do my best at here. I have a mother to prove my ability and give her love, I have Allah to carry the amanah and responsibility and I have myself to run the job and be successful. Good luck to myself.
I'm not a perfect one, and I'm never ask Him to make me so, because I feel grateful. Thankful. Get blessed with His kindness. He is Almighty and the Most Gracious one. And He love me, as His servant and vicegerent.
All praises to Him.
JADILAH SEORANG RAJA
1 day ago