Stay Strong

Sometimes the truth is quite hurtful. When you hope something that in the end of it make you become hurt more and more, you will turn into despair. Life is just like that. It's not about what we want. How many times  we pray and pray, if Allah doesn't approve it, it will turn into big amount of nothing, for He know what's the best for us. Even though this is quite awful, just make yourself crying. It's totally didn't show that we are weak, but it means that for all this while we are strong enough to face it. We never know how strong we are unless strong is the only choice that we have. Whatever life gives you, even it is hurt you, just be strong and act you are okay with that. Things will get better; it might stormy now but it can't rain forever. 

“If you feel lost, disappointed, hesitant, or weak, return to yourself, to who you are, here and now and when you get there, you will discover yourself, like a lotus flower in full bloom, even in a muddy pond, beautiful and strong.”
― Masaru Emoto, The Secret Life of Water

Be strong. Get laugh. Love yourself. Love others. Have faith.