i'm back

Assalamualaikum..

Masyaallah… it’s too long for this blog to be updated as usual. Rindu sesangat. Rindu kat rakan-rakan blogger yang still ingat aku ke tak.. Rindu nak blogwalking, tinggalkan jejak kat kenalan baru,baca entri diorang and comparing my stories and theirs. Amazing! Somehow, when I am at home, babysitting my nephew and niece, doing chores, cooking, so on so forth, I forgot that I have a blog to express my feeling, my thought, my journey of life, my depression, my my my everything! Time has changed. I become familiar with that. I’m no longer an undergraduate student. The moment when I’m outing with buddies, ber huha huha together, cheer and laugh together, photo shooting,  completing assignment and facebooking. It was back then. Now, I’m a lady, a housewife albeit I’m not married yet… kikiki.. time hasn’t allow me to do all kind of things anymore. And most important thing is, aku dah kurang sikit feel nak tulis-tulis any kind of story macam dulu. Kalau dulu setiap kali ada event berlaku semua benda nak update. Bukan untuk tatapan sesiapa, jauh sekali nak impress anybody. Tapi aku suka sangat bila dah tulis sesuatu, berbulan-bulan kemudian check balik entri lama and senyum sndiri. It reminds me of event, of people who came to my life at that moment. Now, ia dah tak jarang berupdate Any cerita or event yang berlaku hanya didiamkan. Masa dah berubah. Begitu juga dengan usia.

Hmm.. tu je la nak  cakap kot. Buat masa sekarang. Till then.

 

(makcik ni dah naik 8 kilo sejak grad aritu.. grrr)

My Inspiration

Assalamualaikum

it's been a while since my blog was updated.

‘Sometimes a turn unexpectedly comes into your life, confusing you. You’re not alone. Allah is showing you a better way to your goal’-Dr Yasir Qadhi.

While I stay at home, become jobless and waiting for interview session, I often inspire my inner self with numerous form of motivation. I try to make myself in a safe mode; I become pensive and I try to be thankful for everything that I have. Yes, sometimes  comparing myself with others pique my interest as they are already got their job and have their own car but then I realized that my journey is totally not same to one another. Allah has set the best for me. I know and I am certain that He will offer the best to me. His mercy is more than anything. It’s more than enough for me to set myself calm and always stay positive. Be qowiy.

Here are among the motivational quotes that have been created by my own. I love reading them again and again and try to remind myself that these quotes are very useful for me to overcome all kind of circumstances that need to go through. Life is not easy. But everything has its own reasons. It does not come with instruction. We just live and learn it. Easy.

I'm fragile, yet I'm not always strong. But I always told myself, tomorrow there'll be a better life for me. InsyaAllah.